What Goes Wrong??

Being into a right relationship is like kingdom of heaven on earth and being into a wrong one is just like you have entered into the hell almost before your time. Even if you’ve done flock of righteous deeds, with one wrong you land up in a state of misery for no good reason. They can either make or fracture your life into pieces. First few raindrops are like violin played in calm, dark desert night and the more we get them it feels like beating of drums. So are the relationships of our 21^st century. Smooth at the beginning and Sore as the time progresses. Talks, which in the beginning takes your heart away, breaks it away at the later stage.

What makes a relationship go wrong? What is it that makes your most cherished, most loved and desired person just another guy/girl? Is it the less space given, immaturity, lack of understanding, trust, diminishing age, fading love or just because you are bored stiff of the same old character? Is it the constant need of changing partners? Is it that you realize later off that you have got a partner and not a Soul Mate? And your search for soul mate begins after every break-up and you end up with multiple partners.

Relationships are less of a bonding and more of a game, rather Blame-Game. Keep blaming, keep moving and keep searching. A search which never ends. I am still searching for answers.

Are we wrong? Is the other person wrong? Are the circumstances wrong? Is a relationship wrong? Or is it the destiny which is playing its wrong part? Or may be a Right part..

Search in On …

SHIRDI NAGARIYA

Teri Shirdi ke gaon ka
Dekha hai sunder roop
Milti mamta ki chaaon
Chatt jaati dukho ki dhoop

Wo neem ka meetha patta
Deta mithaas bharpoor
Dhuni tere masjid ki
Karti har rog ko door

Jo aaye teri nagariya
Wo haath na khali jaaye
Tu hai har pal uske sang
Vishwaas rago mein jagaye

Jo bhakt hain tujhe pukare
Har raah tu unki saware
Na kar bande abhimaan
Yahi gyaan to har pal pukare

Mere ghar angnaa mein bhi
Sai Maa kabhi aa jana
Jo bhaag hai kab se soye
Apne darshan se jagaa jana

Love you Sai
Anisha

Black “EYE” or Black “I”

Do you believe that there exists an unseen force, a presence, a spirit or something that acts in an abnormal way to bring in bad luck and jinx to your life? Do you believe that there are strange harmful forces directed towards you to build a stumbling block in your destiny? Have there ever been worst kinda failures despite your blessed efforts to make it a hit? What is it that shockingly wakes you up at a dark mid-night? What can it be?

A hard luck? Character? Destiny? A jinx? Present deeds? Past deeds? Past life effects? A Black Magic or may be A Black Eye?

Does black magic really subsist? Does it really have a negative impact on ones life? Are these harmful vibrations building its home in and around us? In this world of God who is so chaste, immortal and vigorous, can a black eye have a place of its own? I don’t want to but I believe it creates an environment of its own. Again I ask myself, how can a black eye craft negative waves when we have the most powerful God with us?

And my mind reasons that though on one side we had Harry Potter and Dumbledore living for others good, we too had Voldemort breathing his joy of destructible magic. Voldemort had created a night-mare of his destroyed fondness but Potter’s spirit and Dumbledore’s espousal kept the pillar standing. In every life there will be birth of a Voldemort (black eye) loosing and existence of a Dumbledore (God’s power) winning.

Until we don’t have a negative spirit we don’t understand the true significance of the positive spirit.

Keep the positive God with you to fight over the negative Voldemort of your life.

NEVER LET YOU GO

I know that it is true
When they say that my world is you
I believe you are always behind
Whenever I turn in search of you

When I see you standing there
There is nothing that I could hear
You welcome me with a smile
That leaves me happy with a tear

In front of you then I sit
And wonder how much I love you
When you move to hold my hand
I know I am made for you

I hear to what you say
With all attention I could pay
And ask you not to worry
For sure we’ll find a way

I hold your hand in mine
And see your eyes that shine
You ask me please don’t go
Even in the hard of time

I close my eyes and swear
For you I’ll always care
I’ll never let you cry
Good time is back in here

I look up to the sky
And wrap a wish to fly
To thank almighty God
For he invited me to see
That he kept you in store for me

I am never ever tired of you
I can never get enough of you
With each and every breath I take
I am proud to say
That I Love You..

Sai Deedaar - A poem by me for my Sai Deva

Teri goad mein sar rakh kar
Sone ko tarasti hoon
Teri aankhon ki chamak mein
Ghul jane ko tarasti hoon

Tere charno mein baith
aasish pane ko tarasti hoon
Abb to bata Sai
kyun tujhse chahat itni karti hoon

Maloom hai har pal
Sath tu mere hota hai
Har ik karam par mere
Sai nazar tu rakhta hai

Raah sahi na ho to
Uss raah se tu kheench leta hai
Aur phir mere kadmo ko
Sahi raah tu dikhla deta hai

Jab girne lagun main kabhi
Mujhko tu utha leta hai
Mere sar par haath tu rakh kar
Phir pyar se sehla deta hai

Jab roti hain ye aankhen
Unme deep tu jala deta hai
Mere girte hue aansuon ko
Moti tu bana deta hai

Udaas ho kar jab dekhun teri aur
Ek vishwaas tu jaga deta hai
Dikhla kar apni leelaayen
Mujhe aur kareeb tu kar leta hai

Kehta hai tu mujhse
Teri chahat hogi puri
Bharle tu apni jholi mein
“Shraddha aur Saburi”

LOVE Anisha

Continuous Dawn

I felt worn out
I was washed away
I trembled of the fear
Wrestling through the way

My nerves were loosing strength
My senses were fading away
I was about to sink
And my heart got mislay

I turned up to the scriptures
I went through the bible
I clammed up all the suffering
Focusing what HE had to say

That was a ray of hope
This knew me in n out
And I saw Jesus claiming
His love won’t ever go gray

I promised not to sin
I apologized the one on Altar
And here I am today
Shining like a Star

POWER OF PRAYING

Praying is nothing but “Talking to God”. It is telling God how much he means to us, it is telling him how thankful we are to him for giving us this life, it is telling him how much we are indebted to him for his grace on us. It is communicating with him about what we need from him, it is discussing our happiness and sorrows with him. It is asking him for harmony, peace and love. It is not time bound. An individual can pray anytime, day or night, any season, any occasion, any moment. Just close you eyes, imagine God standing in front of you and start conversing. Iv realized there is lot of Power in Praying. Think that God is listening to you for whatever you are saying. Think that he is going to grant you what you are asking from him. Expect positive results. Think that you have received what you have asked for. But to think all these while praying an individual should have one thing in him and that is “Faith”. Faith in God, Faith that he is the giver, he is the Father of this universe and we are his children and he will do that is best for us. When we place ourselves in his holy feet and place our faith entirely in him our Prayer becomes more powerful. Our prayer reaches him directly and He, Our Father, gives us what we ask for. He bestows Peace, Love, Happiness, Harmony, Strength, Courage, and Patience and blesses us with more Power of Praying. We should make it a habit of talking to God, praying him irrespective of time, not only when we need something from him but anytime and everytime to thank him for what all he has given us.

“Realize that when we are praying we are talking to the most Powerful Person in this entire Universe.”