It was in year 2009, when I was pulled by Sai Baba like a Thread is attached to a Sparrow’s feet. Broken in heart, I was in search of a real power called God who could give me a shoulder to cry on and a new hope of living back again. I give credit to my cousin bhabhi who acquainted me to Baba and it was then that I started visiting Sai temple. I am a believer of God since I was a kid but I never felt this strong feeling of presence of God around me which I felt when connected to Baba. Everyday miracles bought me close to Baba every single moment. He taught me to build my faith in him. He called me to Shirdi thrice in 2010 which made my life happier every day. I learnt to leave my worries on him and keep moving in life. A broken heart was now a mended heart full of Baba’s love. There are hundreds of experiences but short of words to describe Baba’s mercy on my life. An incident which I promised to share goes like this:
I was suffering with constant pain in chest from months, which I thought to be gastric pain and I was taking regular medicines for that. Pain was coming and going after every interval which was becoming a cause of concern for me. Once my doctor diagnosed it to be muscular pain and I was medicated for muscular pain. After taking medicines for a month, pain was still hitting me. On calling my doctor, he asked me to go for an X-ray of chest. It scared me that what could be the reason for this pain. Gaining strength I went for an X-ray which said that I had pleural thickening at bottom of my right lung. My doctor could not find out the reason for the thickening in lung and he advised me blood test and CT-Scan of chest. He said it could be an infection which might take months to cure or could be due to any other reason. The moment he said this, I was lost. Bad thoughts were occupying my mind for pleural thickening. I studied about its causes and cures on internet which made me more scared. I went for blood test the next day but was not able to prepare myself for CT-Scan and I spent 3 days in pain trying to gain strength to face it.
I prayed to Baba to help me come out of that scary phase. Then I went to Sai Dham with Ruma di and decided to go for CT-Scan only after Vineet bhaiya gave me healing. Many people have come to Sai Dham where Vineet bhaiya gave them remedies according to Baba’s 11 vachans and healing to cure disease of people. He is a blessed child of Baba and a medium through which Baba himself help people get rid of their problems. He gave me healing, Baba’s udi and golden jal from Shirdi and consoled me to have faith on Baba and that my reports shall be normal. His words gave me immense strength.
Next day, I went to a Lab where after entering I saw a Baba’s photo hanging on Lab’s wall. I thought that now you are here with me and my reports shall be all fine. I went to 1st floor with my dad and on reaching 1st floor, I heard Baba’s bhajan being played. My eyes were full of tears and I cried until the lady called me inside for CT-Scan. She consoled me and asked me to lie down on that machine which I found very scary and it made me nervous. I was carrying a Baba’s small photo in my pocket. When I laid down the lady asked me if I ever had tuberculosis to which I said a loud No. I kept Baba’s photo on my chest and closed my eyes and in few minutes CT-Scan was over. I came out of the lab and reports were supposed to be delivered in the evening. As the time was passing, I was losing strength and only remembered Baba the whole day. I kept praying to him for my normal reports and was becoming weak. Fear of any complication in the report was becoming worst and negative thoughts of a problem in my chest were killing me inside. I went to Rohini Sai Mandir alongwith Swati who too is a devotee of Baba and she spent her whole day with me giving me faith. I did not eat anything and was numb the whole day.
Clock showed 6 and I reached the lab to collect my reports. I took it in my hand and sat at the reception where Baba’s photo was hanging. I closed my eyes and again prayed to him while I still had tears in my eyes. I took the reports out of the cover and opened my eyes with a jerk and read “No Complications” in caps and bold in the report. I cried out of happiness, stared at Baba’s photo for few minutes and thanked him a thousand times for saving me.
It was only Baba who changed my reports of pleural thickening to normal. I was most happy and went to Baba’s temple again to thank him and prayed him to stay with me and by my side forever. I called up Vineet bhaiya and thanked him for his healing and giving me Baba’s udi and golden jal. Since then I don’t have any pain in my chest too.
It is true that Sai is our Saviour, our Strength and our Everything.
