SHIRDI NAGARIYA

Teri Shirdi ke gaon ka
Dekha hai sunder roop
Milti mamta ki chaaon
Chatt jaati dukho ki dhoop

Wo neem ka meetha patta
Deta mithaas bharpoor
Dhuni tere masjid ki
Karti har rog ko door

Jo aaye teri nagariya
Wo haath na khali jaaye
Tu hai har pal uske sang
Vishwaas rago mein jagaye

Jo bhakt hain tujhe pukare
Har raah tu unki saware
Na kar bande abhimaan
Yahi gyaan to har pal pukare

Mere ghar angnaa mein bhi
Sai Maa kabhi aa jana
Jo bhaag hai kab se soye
Apne darshan se jagaa jana

Love you Sai
Anisha

Black “EYE” or Black “I”

Do you believe that there exists an unseen force, a presence, a spirit or something that acts in an abnormal way to bring in bad luck and jinx to your life? Do you believe that there are strange harmful forces directed towards you to build a stumbling block in your destiny? Have there ever been worst kinda failures despite your blessed efforts to make it a hit? What is it that shockingly wakes you up at a dark mid-night? What can it be?

A hard luck? Character? Destiny? A jinx? Present deeds? Past deeds? Past life effects? A Black Magic or may be A Black Eye?

Does black magic really subsist? Does it really have a negative impact on ones life? Are these harmful vibrations building its home in and around us? In this world of God who is so chaste, immortal and vigorous, can a black eye have a place of its own? I don’t want to but I believe it creates an environment of its own. Again I ask myself, how can a black eye craft negative waves when we have the most powerful God with us?

And my mind reasons that though on one side we had Harry Potter and Dumbledore living for others good, we too had Voldemort breathing his joy of destructible magic. Voldemort had created a night-mare of his destroyed fondness but Potter’s spirit and Dumbledore’s espousal kept the pillar standing. In every life there will be birth of a Voldemort (black eye) loosing and existence of a Dumbledore (God’s power) winning.

Until we don’t have a negative spirit we don’t understand the true significance of the positive spirit.

Keep the positive God with you to fight over the negative Voldemort of your life.

NEVER LET YOU GO

I know that it is true
When they say that my world is you
I believe you are always behind
Whenever I turn in search of you

When I see you standing there
There is nothing that I could hear
You welcome me with a smile
That leaves me happy with a tear

In front of you then I sit
And wonder how much I love you
When you move to hold my hand
I know I am made for you

I hear to what you say
With all attention I could pay
And ask you not to worry
For sure we’ll find a way

I hold your hand in mine
And see your eyes that shine
You ask me please don’t go
Even in the hard of time

I close my eyes and swear
For you I’ll always care
I’ll never let you cry
Good time is back in here

I look up to the sky
And wrap a wish to fly
To thank almighty God
For he invited me to see
That he kept you in store for me

I am never ever tired of you
I can never get enough of you
With each and every breath I take
I am proud to say
That I Love You..

Sai Deedaar - A poem by me for my Sai Deva

Teri goad mein sar rakh kar
Sone ko tarasti hoon
Teri aankhon ki chamak mein
Ghul jane ko tarasti hoon

Tere charno mein baith
aasish pane ko tarasti hoon
Abb to bata Sai
kyun tujhse chahat itni karti hoon

Maloom hai har pal
Sath tu mere hota hai
Har ik karam par mere
Sai nazar tu rakhta hai

Raah sahi na ho to
Uss raah se tu kheench leta hai
Aur phir mere kadmo ko
Sahi raah tu dikhla deta hai

Jab girne lagun main kabhi
Mujhko tu utha leta hai
Mere sar par haath tu rakh kar
Phir pyar se sehla deta hai

Jab roti hain ye aankhen
Unme deep tu jala deta hai
Mere girte hue aansuon ko
Moti tu bana deta hai

Udaas ho kar jab dekhun teri aur
Ek vishwaas tu jaga deta hai
Dikhla kar apni leelaayen
Mujhe aur kareeb tu kar leta hai

Kehta hai tu mujhse
Teri chahat hogi puri
Bharle tu apni jholi mein
“Shraddha aur Saburi”

LOVE Anisha

Continuous Dawn

I felt worn out
I was washed away
I trembled of the fear
Wrestling through the way

My nerves were loosing strength
My senses were fading away
I was about to sink
And my heart got mislay

I turned up to the scriptures
I went through the bible
I clammed up all the suffering
Focusing what HE had to say

That was a ray of hope
This knew me in n out
And I saw Jesus claiming
His love won’t ever go gray

I promised not to sin
I apologized the one on Altar
And here I am today
Shining like a Star

POWER OF PRAYING

Praying is nothing but “Talking to God”. It is telling God how much he means to us, it is telling him how thankful we are to him for giving us this life, it is telling him how much we are indebted to him for his grace on us. It is communicating with him about what we need from him, it is discussing our happiness and sorrows with him. It is asking him for harmony, peace and love. It is not time bound. An individual can pray anytime, day or night, any season, any occasion, any moment. Just close you eyes, imagine God standing in front of you and start conversing. Iv realized there is lot of Power in Praying. Think that God is listening to you for whatever you are saying. Think that he is going to grant you what you are asking from him. Expect positive results. Think that you have received what you have asked for. But to think all these while praying an individual should have one thing in him and that is “Faith”. Faith in God, Faith that he is the giver, he is the Father of this universe and we are his children and he will do that is best for us. When we place ourselves in his holy feet and place our faith entirely in him our Prayer becomes more powerful. Our prayer reaches him directly and He, Our Father, gives us what we ask for. He bestows Peace, Love, Happiness, Harmony, Strength, Courage, and Patience and blesses us with more Power of Praying. We should make it a habit of talking to God, praying him irrespective of time, not only when we need something from him but anytime and everytime to thank him for what all he has given us.

“Realize that when we are praying we are talking to the most Powerful Person in this entire Universe.”

You will Stand Alone.

True when I hear that “You come alone in this world and go alone from this world”. And there is something else in between of this arrival and departure and that is “Staying”. I am surrounded by masses of people some phony and some real good souls (I feel they are good). In spite of bordered with good souls I feel a person is all alone at the end of the day. There were times when I needed a hand to hold me and I got several hands to hold me but when I wanted those hands to walk with me, none of them did. Every individual has his/her own limitations in walking along with the hands they hold saying that “they are with us”. But actually it is just a piece of word. Hands can hold us, lift us but they never come and walk with us. Each and every errand from top to bottom is to be done by us all alone. I have encountered and realized huge difference in our so called well-wishers saying and doing. A lot is said and nothing is done BUT it has given me something. It has given me a LESSON, a lesson which says that “An individual is one single identity and is alone in this big world”. At times I suspect that do I really need those hands and most of the times I get an answer “NO”. I believe in packing bags and walking towards my set Goal without looking for a hand to help me achieve it. And what is the need of a third hand when we have two of our own. :-)

Now I agree when my lord says “though a person is encircled by innumerable relations, he is still alone in this world to realize his destiny”. Even our own shadow leaves us sometimes. The early we understand this the early we will become mature to understand Life.

Every single moment is teaching a lesson which I feel is a blessing of lord giving immense satisfaction.

Change but for what?

I always hear people saying or rather complaining that change is the law of nature. I am saying here “complaining” because I believe that they keep chanting this mantra but somehow somewhere inside it takes hell out of them to accept this. Change profession and that is justified, why? because it is bringing in growth, advancement and few extra pounds too. Change your place of abode and that is justified, why? because it is a way in for sophisticated and erudite folks. Change your hair style, change your way of your attire, change your vehicle to a super hot S.U.V., change your mobile phones to some extra good looking sets. Change any acquisitive thing for good. But one thing a human should not change is “Soul”. When one changes his soul, he has changed his nature, he has changed his love for others and ultimately his relationships, his relationship with God and with his loved ones, who are always there standing behind him lending out arms of love. This change draws one apart from his people and one day it leaves him alone in this colossal world. And what good can one encounter by changing his heart for people?? What good can one encounter by leaving behind his nearest and dearest ones?? What good can one come across by leaving his family and staying all alone??

I believe in change but Change of materialistic things and not of pious feelings or our earnest desire. I pray to my lord Sai to bring in a change in me to be more humble, grounded, generous, peaceful and most of all Loving my valued relationships.


This blog is dedicated to my most precious friend Damanpreet Kaur..

FRIENDS

Once upon a time there were two people “F” and “L”.. staying in two different corners of the city.. as it was destined, they met each other one day.. on spending some talkative hours both of them found that there were some things common in them and somewhere they shared a similar thinking.. both of them left an unforgettable mark on each others mind and on departing they felt that this is definitely not the first and the last conversation.. they got in touch again and started spending uncountable hours chatting, laughing, crying, eating, pampering, pulling legs, singing songs, sharing dreams, teaching, discussing life, enjoying and finally loving.. they cared for each other.. whenever any one was sad, the other consoled.. whenever any one was happy, the other tried to double the happiness.. whenever they met, they knew they were made for this.. whenever they were apart, they were surrounded with the feeling of togetherness.. and whenever they were together, their world was complete.. they were most pally with each other.. they were best of friends with no arguments, no annoyance and no anger.. they knew they’ll always be together.. they promised nobody would ever leave..

and one day took the wind out of sails..

“F” left.. “L” stayed..

but why did “F” leave..??

to be contd...

ESCAPING???

One is always crammed with reasons in life. We win and embrace the entire recognition our self but at our failure there are innumerable persons we think are accountable for it. They are our “parents”, “friends”, “colleagues”, “neighbours”, “acquaintances” and if nothing else then “Destiny”. I always agree to when it is said that if it’s not in your destiny you don’t get it. But can we blame the destiny wholly? No, we just can’t. To our failure, there must have been points where we would have gone wrong. There must have been instances which required our 100% but we didn’t give it. There are times when we are striving hard or hardest to achieve our goal. We spend our most precious years to make the dream come true. We ignore our family, friends, loved ones and almost everyone on this earth and we see only THAT thing as a bird’s eye that is to be attacked and achieved. We have sleepless nights and a thronged mind.

And one day we get worn-out of combating for our most wanted dream. We think it’s better to change direction. We don’t feel the ignition in ourselves to stand-up fight for it anymore. And finally we are on a different track. A new beginning altogether or may be the same old path that was left by us. And we always have reasons of retreat from our confronting course. We try to blend in the then existing stage, try to budge our mind from our strongest desire. And we again encounter new and old chapters in our lives which give their judgment on our performances. Still there exists a sense of dissatisfaction of soul. We tell and make understand our heart and mind that “No, what I was fighting for can’t be brought to fruition”.

But years after on some good day we feel why we backed out? Why we didn’t make it? Why did I shelve? We are filled with regret. Finally we realize that we need to strongly fix on, to convert dreams into reality, for our every verdict further arranges a series of episodes for us. We cannot fail, we just cannot be frail either.

We need to Wake up, struggle, achieve and never back out.

LIVING IN FAITH

This is what keeps us going in life when everything seems to be a hard rock. When circumstances are not moving as we yearn. When all seems to be on a standstill. When we know we are on the edge of all the light we know. When we are about to step off into the darkness of the unknown. Faith is the fix that buries Fear. Fear of not achieving, Fear of defeat, Fear of not being acknowledged, Fear of being left behind, Fear of getting the wrong end of the stick, Fear of Fearing!!!

Awaking in Faith and having a lie-down in Faith. Dreaming - that too in Faith that Yes, tomorrow may comes THE DAY. The day which I am living for, the day which has kept me alive for so many years, the day which is not letting me sleeps, the day I pleaded for day and night, the day I cried aloud for, the day that I would embrace, the day that I would cherish, the day I would never want it to go. Faith tells us not to fear for either we’ll have something solid to stand on or we’ll be taught how to fly.

I wish this light of faith revolutionizes the entire negativity and offer boons. The dire delay may end soon. The fantasy may become the reality. The birds may start chirping again. The breeze may start soothing the soul again. The flowers may start blossoming again. The Sun may start shining again. There may be a Dawn or a “Continuous Dawn”..