Tuesday, September 17, 2013

Thirst for GOD

Love for God is very unique. Love which is unrivaled, enchanting and beyond all the feelings that one encounters. It is something that one experiences and it gives the soul the contentment that one starts to bask in the glory of his love. It is like the sunshine in one's life, cool breeze in another's, moving waves in others and like rain drops on a leaf for the rest.

I call it sunshine because it lighten up the inner soul and take one from dusk to dawn. It is like cool breeze because it gives the soul the bliss that one seeks his entire life. I call it a moving wave because it brings the stillness and tranquility which transforms ones life. I also call it a rain drop because it brings that tear of happiness the moment you feel or think about Him.

Sun shines and so the love shines and the glitters are seen on the face. Like the breeze, the love moves to the fore and the chill runs through the body of the lover. The wave keeps moving back and forth and so is the love that dances to the tune of his devotion. Raindrop falls, and when it falls, it falls entirely with all its mass. So is the love, like raindrop it falls, giving its all.

Neither height, nor depth and nothing else in all creation are able to separate from this emotion. All the gifts and powers come to an end some day but love goes on forever. Yes, we are imperfect, but his love for us is perfect. Yes, we are incomplete but his love for us is complete. Though we are lost in our hearts, his love encompasses us irrespective of where we are.

It is the same love and it is the only love that bought a tear to my eyes when one best moment in the day I talked about him just for few seconds. It was the moment when I realized that too much of anything is dangerous unless its Gods love. The more we have, the better we become. The more we talk, the better we feel. The more we feel, the better we perform in this thing called Life.


His love rooted in me is what I seek, is what I believe in, is what I long for, is what fulfills me.  


Monday, March 11, 2013

And the Love Continues :))






It had been ages since I met this good old friend of mine from school.  

It was a Thursday, I was lolling in Ambience Mall in Gurgaon, whiling away time glancing at different things at the glitzy stores from dresses at Mango to diamond studded Rado watches and dazzling Platinum jewellery. Buying any of this was surely going to burn a hole in my pocket. Thoughts of earning enough clouded my mind. As content as I was, I could not help but wonder who is more rich in life, one who has the most or the one who needs the least.(a deep thought at such an odd hour), I turned around and my gaze shifted to a pair of long slender legs in black shiny boots, I measured her up and surely the boots and the legs made their way up to a chic designer wear. Before I realized, the pretty face that belonged to the description was calling out to me, “Heyy Anisha, its been a long long time”.. She walked over to me and hugged me tight. It was Aradhya, I’d say I was more than pleasantly surprised to bump into this dear old friend of mine whom I had not seen since we passed out of school, it had been over 9 years.
We spent hours sitting at a cafe, sharing how life's been treating us in those 9 years. I realized, Aradhya has grown as an individual in those years gone by. The Aradhya I knew, would get everything she wanted from life, materialistically speaking. As rich as she was, she could buy almost anything under the sun but then if only money could buy happiness.
And then it was my turn, and all I could talk about was, was the love of my life. Of how I was over the moon in love and satiated in life. Telling her how everything else paled in comparison and how the feeling of love kept me grounded and content in life. That I needed nothing more from life.
That love which altered my life for peace. The love which filled the void in my heart. Whenever I see him, I feel a chill run down my spine as it ran down when we kissed for the first time. We talk and laugh endlessly over anything, we pull each others legs mindlessly, how we like spending time together and enjoy each others company. I don’t feel the need to think twice before saying anything  to him. We are best buddies and he is someone who makes me feel complete. My love for him grows with every single thought of him. I promise to my heart and my god that for him I will do anything, to wash away his pain, bring back that lively smile which took my heart away. There is this longing of waking up in the morning next to him.Wishing for that day to arrive soon,when the first thing/person I see is him when I wake up and needless to say that he be the last thing I see before I am off to sleep, to my dreams of more happier days of my wedded life with him. I feel his love for me every single minute..and look for ways to express how much I am in love with him.. I can fight for him, I can lie for him and yes I can die for him.. My life starts with him and ends where he is not with me. I wish I could express what he means to me. A whole lot more than anything else on this earth. I want to make a home with him, where I will have a small world of laughter, happiness, naughtiness. A world where I belong to him.. A world where there is dearth of fights and glut of love.. My love for him.. His love for me.. Our love.. A world where there is no space for anyone else between him and me

Shytt!! I love him Aradhya. Aradhyaa… Aradhyaaa… what are you thinking??

I saw Aradhya staring at my face, lost in me. Transfixed by my excitement of being in love.

She exclaimed, “Come girl, get up. Let’s go home, get me to meet the hero of your love story right away.. From what you tell me, he sounds to be the most amazing person on this planet. What a crazy girl. chanting his name for the last 47 mins.. Find out where he is…

I said, “Ok ok, relax and let me just call him.. 

" Hey RK" ;-)




Wednesday, January 2, 2013

Ibaadat

Teri he hasi se
Lagta hai phool sabhi khil jate hain
Teri he khushi se
Iss dil k dard sabhi chhup jate hain
Teri he nami se
Saanso k taar sabhi hil jate hain
Teri he kami se
Zehen k khwaab sabhi jal jate hain

Tere sath se khushnuma ho baithe 
Soye hue dil k wo harr armaan
Unn pyar bhare shabdon se
Jigar mein jagg aaya fir ek farmaan

Duniya se alag nikal kar hum raah nayi banaenge
Uss raah par mile tohfo ko sajda kar sajaaenge
Raah ki kamiyon ko mil kar door hataenge
Khuda k iss faisle par shikayat nahi jataenge

Koi aam nahi hai shaks tu
Alaah ka mehekta ik noor hai
Tujhe paa kar banega ghar mera
Tu ibaadat meri
Aur tu he mera guroor hai

@ RK   :)))))))))