An Altruistic Giver

Have you ever given in life without expecting? Have you ever been a help to somebody you do not know? Have you ever been a reason of some onez gleeful smile? Have you every prayed for somebody you just met once? And have you ever been in words with somebody, who hurt you and are not yours, just because you loved him once? Sigh!

Giving, Helping, being generous gives a sense of bliss but giving without expecting, helping without regretting and being generous even to the ones who hurt you is like pure bliss. When one is a God’s child S/he don’t expect to be returned back with a favour. S/he guides with the best known answers irrespective of who have come to them. They forget the ignorance, fights, shouts and still stand beside for the sake of humanity and for the sake of the teachings they have learned from their Guru’s. They not only aid somebody for who he is externally but aid them for who they are internally. There resides God in every human being and when one is being benign and humane, S/he is being faithful to their Lord and Lord is the ultimate destination. He is the Goal, he is the Aim. He says be kind to others and I shall be kind to you. Be helpful to the needy and I shall be helpful to you. And if all this service is altruistic, none can outshine it.

Be a Giver without expectation and see the change of life for better.

Loving the Ugly

On a golden beach she was leaning

Ogling at the silver moon

The glistening light was casing her face

Embellishing the ugly scar so dark

She smiled a tad to enliven the mate

And shared with him a song to savor

She moved her lips n blinked her eyes

And shimmered the air, whilst quavered

The moon then danced in joy of her

The stars appeared to see his love

She moved her way to veil her skin

And closed her eyes amid the clump

He trembled as she softly grimed

Asked her cause of fogging skin

She wet her eyes n dipped a tear

And resists falling in love with him

She said she has a blemish black

And can’t be loved the way he does

She said they’ll have to part their ways

The Moon then whispered in her ears

All see their love in me at night

In me there is a blemish dark

I should be ugly in their sight

But Im hailed charming with a mark

WAITIN HERE FOR YOU

I’ve bin waiting here for you

To show how much I love you

Though you never get it on

Without you what I am goin through

You come and leave me all the time

Veiling the feel you have for me

I keep on holding down the line

But I don’t know how to make you mine

I long for the days I’ve been with you

Following the dreams we’ve shared through

Together we walked the streets in night

When you held my hand so tight

Though I still miss the time we spent

Seems your heart was on a rent

Now on that side my feelings lay

When you left and walked away

Born for a Purpose !!

At times I am startled at my own thoughts and feelings, which come at out of the ordinary hours. And similarly one thought occupied my mind yesterday while driving active back to my home. I was tired and next to exhausted with the screeching crowd and whistling vehicles on the road. Looking left and right and then straight was my activity when my mind asked me why am I born? It was an odd question at an odd hour. I ignored it and again after few seconds I was put to the same question, why am I born? And I thought of my Guru Sai. I whispered in my heart that God, I love you and adore you so much. You are more than my mother to me, always standing by my side, teaching me, testing me, loving me, and hugging me when I am crying. Why am I here on this earth so far from your world? Why am I not near you sitting in your lotus feet and watching your beautiful and pleasant face? Why am I not able to talk to you in person and listening to your command and see you smiling while consoling me? Why can’t I make you eat food prepared by my own self?

And a voice answered. “My child, I am always near you, watching you, smiling with you, accepting all your love filled offerings. I am listening to you and answering you through your inner voice. Your inner voice is always my choice. Close your eyes and you can see me on calling my name with love and devotion. You are a part of me and sent on earth for my purpose. You have to realize that purpose and accomplish it with my teachings. As you are My child, you will face struggles, obstacles, barriers, disappointments and harassments which will make you strong. Your deeds and honesty is your way to heaven, your patience and faith in me is your way to Me. On fulfilling that purpose, I shall pull you back to me from earth in my own world and you can stay with me, see me and rest in my lotus feet. Your thirst will then be drenched.

And I took a deep breath feeling that it is just a matter of 50-60 years that I am away from my destination, my God and on achieving the purpose I am made for, I will be back to my Lord. I feel I am on a “banvaas” of some years from my Sai Maa, which will end up one day.

I shall be honest and faithful to the tasks assigned, to my godly purpose and to my goal.

What Goes Wrong??

Being into a right relationship is like kingdom of heaven on earth and being into a wrong one is just like you have entered into the hell almost before your time. Even if you’ve done flock of righteous deeds, with one wrong you land up in a state of misery for no good reason. They can either make or fracture your life into pieces. First few raindrops are like violin played in calm, dark desert night and the more we get them it feels like beating of drums. So are the relationships of our 21^st century. Smooth at the beginning and Sore as the time progresses. Talks, which in the beginning takes your heart away, breaks it away at the later stage.

What makes a relationship go wrong? What is it that makes your most cherished, most loved and desired person just another guy/girl? Is it the less space given, immaturity, lack of understanding, trust, diminishing age, fading love or just because you are bored stiff of the same old character? Is it the constant need of changing partners? Is it that you realize later off that you have got a partner and not a Soul Mate? And your search for soul mate begins after every break-up and you end up with multiple partners.

Relationships are less of a bonding and more of a game, rather Blame-Game. Keep blaming, keep moving and keep searching. A search which never ends. I am still searching for answers.

Are we wrong? Is the other person wrong? Are the circumstances wrong? Is a relationship wrong? Or is it the destiny which is playing its wrong part? Or may be a Right part..

Search in On …

SHIRDI NAGARIYA

Teri Shirdi ke gaon ka
Dekha hai sunder roop
Milti mamta ki chaaon
Chatt jaati dukho ki dhoop

Wo neem ka meetha patta
Deta mithaas bharpoor
Dhuni tere masjid ki
Karti har rog ko door

Jo aaye teri nagariya
Wo haath na khali jaaye
Tu hai har pal uske sang
Vishwaas rago mein jagaye

Jo bhakt hain tujhe pukare
Har raah tu unki saware
Na kar bande abhimaan
Yahi gyaan to har pal pukare

Mere ghar angnaa mein bhi
Sai Maa kabhi aa jana
Jo bhaag hai kab se soye
Apne darshan se jagaa jana

Love you Sai
Anisha

Black “EYE” or Black “I”

Do you believe that there exists an unseen force, a presence, a spirit or something that acts in an abnormal way to bring in bad luck and jinx to your life? Do you believe that there are strange harmful forces directed towards you to build a stumbling block in your destiny? Have there ever been worst kinda failures despite your blessed efforts to make it a hit? What is it that shockingly wakes you up at a dark mid-night? What can it be?

A hard luck? Character? Destiny? A jinx? Present deeds? Past deeds? Past life effects? A Black Magic or may be A Black Eye?

Does black magic really subsist? Does it really have a negative impact on ones life? Are these harmful vibrations building its home in and around us? In this world of God who is so chaste, immortal and vigorous, can a black eye have a place of its own? I don’t want to but I believe it creates an environment of its own. Again I ask myself, how can a black eye craft negative waves when we have the most powerful God with us?

And my mind reasons that though on one side we had Harry Potter and Dumbledore living for others good, we too had Voldemort breathing his joy of destructible magic. Voldemort had created a night-mare of his destroyed fondness but Potter’s spirit and Dumbledore’s espousal kept the pillar standing. In every life there will be birth of a Voldemort (black eye) loosing and existence of a Dumbledore (God’s power) winning.

Until we don’t have a negative spirit we don’t understand the true significance of the positive spirit.

Keep the positive God with you to fight over the negative Voldemort of your life.